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KB Ballentine’s latest collection All the Way Through is now available from Sheila-Na-Gig Editions. Current books can be found with Blue Light Press, Iris Press, Middle Creek Publishing, and Celtic Cat Publishing. Published in North Dakota Quarterly, Atlanta Review and Haight-Ashbury Literary Journal, and others, her work also appears in anthologies including Women Speak (2023) and The Strategic Poet (2021). Learn more at www.kbballentine.com.
An Evening Full of Other Evenings
I forget to be here, in this moment, feeling my blood and heart pump as I breathe the warm, heavy evening. I want to remember my skin as it is right now, even with wrinkles and freckles and scars. My webbed flesh reminds me of my grandmother’s arms, muscles beginning to sag and hurt as I shift, trying not to get wedged into one position then unable to move.
But there’s only one other option.
And I watch a deer snuffle to the corner of the yard where I scattered corn and peaches. Two nights ago she discovered the hoard then bucked and snorted and gamboled before springing away. Later she brought a friend, and they communed in silent feast as the moon bloomed in the east, and a flight of swallows raced the dusk. Tonight she is alone and wary. I know she is safe even if she does not. She finds some kernels
and nibbles sycamore leaves in-between before she slips through the opening at the edge of the woods and disappears.